My Sissyness Begins

This is a true story that sadly didn't have this happy outcome. One day I was sitting on the couch watching TV and my mom and sisters were sitting at the dinner table next to me. The girls had been out clothes shopping. By this time I was regularly secretly wearing my sisters clothes. Anyway my older sister agrees to try on the clothes she has just bought for my mom. She goes into the room next to the table and tries on the clothes and stands just inside the doorway. I hear my mom say how lovely she looks and I lean forward for a glimpse and my mom says "No Andrew, this is just for girls". Oh how my heart sank. I desperately wanted to tell them that I wanted to sit at that table and be one of the girls - to look at my sister in her pretty teddy (I know because I later wore it) with the same intent as my mom and sister did - as a fellow woman.